Telco,
You say the following in an above post:
True. Jesus, even knowing for certain God was there, was fearful at the end when he asked God to not make him die on the Cross.
Really, I think one of the reasons God sent Jesus was, God is all-knowing, but this is an oxymoron. There is one thing that an all-knowing being cannot know, by definition, is what it is like to NOT know. By sending Jesus to live as a man, He was able to learn what it was like for us humans, who have to take God on faith. If Jesus, who knew for certain God was there , could be fearful of pain and death, how much worse is it for those of us who can't know for certain? Once Jesus went through death, God was able to know what it was like to not be all-knowing and knew what it took for us mere humans to believe in Him and what is to happen to us after death. This also solved the oxymoron, for the All Knowing learned what not knowing is. Of course, He gave us the gift of salvation through Jesus as well, for which I am immensely thankful.
In a post berfore this,,, you explain how you think you "ought" to be OK. You are!!! Don't think about it,,, but don't walk away from your Faith. You said in one post that you don't know the Bible as well as you should... but it seems as though you know it better than you admit. You say you don't get the chance to go to church. Why have I posted links to sermons??? By your above statements... I want you to know and underestand,,, that even though God sent Jesus to this earth... God forknew how many times we would disobey him. As the Bible states, everything was wriiten from the beginning. God Forknew his children,,, and those name are written in the Book of Life. God didn't NEED to send Jesus to earth to show that He was the "redemption for the world". God sent Jesus as the redeemer of the world,,, to show us that we were already forgiven. All we have to do is believe in what God has already done for us. Sacrifice Himself!!!
You hit the "nail on the head" without knowing it. God cannot know how we suffer,,, unless he knows and understands our suffering. The Oxymoron is... that God sent himself into this world to suffer. Not that we need his understanding of suffering to understand us,,, but that we need to understand what God Forknew about us.
It's late... I'm tired... and i will try to pick up on the deeper meaning of what i am saying. For now... goodnite and God Bless!!!
To All:
I have often debated within many religious circles,,, that the Bible is STILL being written today. I have gotten a kneejerk reaction from many people by that statement. Many people belive that the Whole of the Bible,,, is the end of the story. The sad part is that many people don't understand that when Jesus came on the scene,,, the Bible was meant to be a continous story till the end of time, (as we know it).
So I will say ADAMANTLY,,, that the Bible is still being written today in the words and deeds and actions of those who follow Christ. We may not be perfect at it... or a perfect representation of Christ... but we know that when we **** Up, ( I worded it that way intentionally), we still have a savior as long as we return to Him.
That, (as Paul Harvey would say),,, is "the rest of the story"!!! But is still goes on and on and on....