Are you f*cking kidding me? I hope this gets sorted out Bill. I know you don't know me, but I've seen alot of sh*t on this board, I've been here a minute, I just stfu most of the time.
Go to some food banks man, I have done it before when we had to pay utilities with our last dollars. You'd be surprised by the folks who take free food from churches, etc. and don't even need it. If you got all your expenses paid for now, just go get food from somewhere, don't be prideful, it's stupid and you'll regret it.
Or, (please forgive me) be a stupid ass and sell the mark for 10k, then buy a cheap beater, then what? A few grand leftover? That sh*t will go faster than free KFC in Alabama. You'll need more money soon again, then you are selling your tools, and anything else you have? Fawk that, sell the tools now, what you gonna work on with no car? Your bike? Tools are easy as fawk to rebuy used. Cash in the guns at pawn shops, there's no true reason to need a gun anyway, more people die reaching for guns than they do saying "don't shoot". Get food, then go eat and see if you still wanna sell your ride.